i can do bad all by myself i feel that i've lost one too many friends this year. i don't want to lose anymore of them. but since i've lost them, and that there's probably no chance of getting them back, like how it used to be, i ask myself; do i really want or need them in my life?
i tell myself; yes, because everyday, i still think about how it would be if i were to still talk to them, without regret. i'll live my life knowing that i've done enough to help them, yet i'll still ask myself why i deserve this. it's VERY hard to let go of things -- but i'll cope with it, 'cause i've been told that the longest journey started with one single step, whatever the fuck that means.

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  hahaha i'm usually not the kind of person to post a hate blog,
but seriously? i hate this.  ¶ 10:32 PM 0 Comments

  wow.. *this night a year ago, we were in a hotel room, one year younger
*with no drama
*and look where we are now.  ¶ 10:23 PM 1 Comments

  haha you make me smile!  ¶ 9:54 PM 0 Comments

  wow, yeah, aside from getting MORE white hair(s) from homework,
(QQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ)
grade ten has been treating me.. fair. i'm happy with what I have,
with what I can offer, and with what I have decided to do with my future.

o sacrum convivium!  ¶ 9:23 PM 0 Comments

  wtf LOL. i never knew something so small could affect me this much  ¶ 12:17 AM 0 Comments

  umm, so yeah i'm pretty bored.. the Bible says every day of your life has trouble in it.
so why the hell would you add more trouble onto that trouble?  ¶ 12:53 AM 0 Comments